Behold! I am back , remember that post I made a while back? You all helped me very much, thank you. As is night is to day, my potential was only matched by a pure unyielding doubt within my soul. Within a realm of possibilities I swirled, the water was that of a phantasmal force. Yes, I drowned, but did not die! When one comes so close as to have their dreams ripped from them they will become cold and feral. Surly the cold would kill me if the Phantom could not drown me. I was wrong for a second time. The water froze. Stuck, unable to move, hear or see. Is this what I would become? An example I used to mock and sneer before, was now what my future was based around. My guardian angel took pity on me and whispered a minor realization near my ear. "you are were you wanted to be all along". I was angry at myself, more anger than I have ever felt before. I wished to become better to change, to understand what it meant! something I had taken for granted until this point of existence. A desire to move yet again took me and with it a type of diligent purposefulness, determination...Willpower. I snapped and for once my thoughts took form, and lunged. obliterating the phantom with the perforation of truth. All my life it felt as though I had been In a dream. I opened my eyes and could see what others could not, i could see that the ice was never there to begin with. Seeing is believing, and I saw no ice. I stepped out to a new world, blank and empty. To fill this is to excel at what you are, I have been given a gift, and must use it, ascend it! some feeling came back to my body now, only after an end a beginning can start...

In case you didn't want to read any of that, I'm back and my plan worked, I have finally unlocked my artistic vision and have Increased my drawings ten times over. six weeks of school left and summer is almost here, I hope its the hottest one yet! Time to pick up the pace and not let your GPA drop below a 3.2. Its almost time for a well needed release, a time when I can do what I want, and improve where I want!

I'm back!

also, after much thought I really don't want to make a lot of post with the thinking of titles and all that so I'm just gonna edit this one.

4/29/10: THANK YOU DURN! For pointing out how that sounded like a wet dream, as a reward ill post your new song up here : "Dreams" by Durn everyone! *claps*

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